The other day I went through my Christmas list from last year (gifts we got people) just to make sure I didn’t forget anybody.  My grandparents were on the list.  And it made me really, really sad to think that I had both of them last year – that it was my last Christmas with both of them – and I didn’t know it.  And sad that I don’t have the opportunity to give either of them something for Christmas this year.  No updated photos of the kids.  No chocolates.  No I love yous.

Makes me wanna cry.