From a friend who pastors a church in Washington state (soooo encouraging right now):
I have a note on my calendar: tomorrow was to be the date of arrival for your little one. I’m guessing it will be a day to remember, grieve, feel, pray, be thankful . . . all while regular life buzzes around you and Niki.
May you know the strange peace of God that guards and provides for us in this broken existence. He is so good.
And I love and respect you and yours.
I’m certain you’re among God’s favorites.